| Hey guys or whoever reads this ... i havnt written here in forever and i miss xanga everyone is on myspace now so yea lol... um lets see anything really differnt nope ... still with casey... im friends with brittany again ... im really bored im sick and im cold my mom is driving me crazy oh im 17 i got a new laptop for my bday which makes me happy!!! im so cold love u all lots bu cassey the most! |
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| wow ok lets see... umm i havent written in forever... umm i dont know what to say im really happy with my life while outside of my house im happpy with casey i guess i love him sooo much it scares me is taht pathetic wow! |
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| Lets see I was watching Tv and Movies and i was realizing that when high school ends all the friends that i made and all the ppl that i knew will pretty much dissapper from my life and the sad thing is there is nothing u can do about it because no matter what ur life is taking u in a different direction than ur friends .....then i started realizing all the stupid things that i have don and i know that i dont want to do them anymore so im like grrr and im so excited about later this aug. so i can go with alicia and we can go shopping and everything can be normal again and school will be in session and it will be great i miss teachers imiiss the structure school provides and i will still have my job so i will be able to not be home 3 days a week so i can actually not kill my mom and michelle.... im so so stoked about school and all the fun im going to have just being 16 and 17 this year because after the next year and 3 months i will be an adult and all the fun will change and i will actually be held accountable....last night i was laying in bed and my mom called me so i answered my phone and she said she called to tell me how proud of me she is for being responsible and a good daughter and never complaining about all the pressure that gets put on me by her so she can go through school and she just keep going on and on and it was wierd becasue i knew i deservered her saying all those things to me ....not trying to sound cocky ...anyways i just thought id stop by Have a Great Summer Everyone :) |
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| Have you ever just wondered have people changed or are you just begining to see the real them? i mean over the past year i became bestfriends with alicia and i dated casey. Now the thing thats different is that over time things change and people grow apart and now i look back and wonder AM I BLIND??? i mean in all honesty im so stupid i liked casey for 7 months and now that ive dated him i look back and realize that the entired time i could have seen what it would be like but being the stupid little girl that i am i made myself believe it would be different if he was with me WRONG in fact it was so wierd and surreal to look at it now and realize how either he changed or i just didnt want to admit what kind of a person he was or is ITS NOT A BAD THING so if your readin this thinking im saying your a bad person or something im not im just saying that your differnt from me you expect things that im not going to give someone unless i know they love me as much as i love them and they have to actually be willing to wait and not try to pressure me, anywasy now i look at my friendship with alicia and i realize what an amazing friend i have and im such a bad friend and a bad person and i should just die and fall off plant earth i dont understand why she puts up with me it makes no sense and i look at stuff ive gone through with her and stuff i m going to go through and i know that no matter what happens i will always care about her and want to stay friends my mom says that no friendships can last forever and over this summer im realizing more andmore why we go to school and why laws are the way they are .......... i know im just babling but i need to and wellim going to go i love you alicia thank you for always being there for me ..... |
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| Hey there everyone i hope your all having a great summer mine is going great!!!lol anyways im so excited to work i like my job and yet i hate it lol i know so ya anyways im finally happy and i know why it all finally feels right and im so happy for that i finally have my bff back to me lol im so happy love ya lots lisha have a great summer
love always
Jacqueline |
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